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Sun Nov 9, 2008, 2:59 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Jeff Buckley
  • Reading: Ljermontov
  • Eating: Some chocolate-chip cookies, please
  • Drinking: Telish, if you may, Sir? :(
Times didn't really change since the last time I was time-fucking with my mind. In every problematic situation I create (yes, we create our polemics and we create our problems) the only way-out I see is waiting. Waiting for the time to pass. Waiting for the mind to spin. Or simply, waiting for the tram. Or bus. I'm not that selective. The question is just what will arrive first. But if it takes you where you wanted it to take you, you shouldn't actually care what kind of transportation is it. Except in case when driving in a bus makes you sick.

That's what i'm doing right now. Life around me runs and makes fun of everything, and I'm feeling weird. Like caught in reality which isn't actually my type of living. Perspective of my life is a way of 7th heaven functioning. Clouds, fantasies, love shits and brainfog. It's comparable to the Economist and Paris Hilton writting for it. It's witty, wobbly-wibbly then wobbly again. My bear-lover has decided to go abroad. Over the sea, for a couple of days. And even the fact the story of us isn't finished yet, I feel lost. And afraid, and insecure. Because once upon a time he WAS my bearable protector, my pillow, my lovely Carla Bruni dressed in cynism. And I need him. Desperately.

Now, I'm going to bed.
Thank you and goodbye.


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  • Interests: Self-interested.
  • Favourite movie: The one i'm in.
  • Favourite band or musician: Nick Cave. Jeff Buckley. Coldplay. Carla Bruni.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tsvetayeva. Capote.
  • Favourite photographer: Tim Walker.

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:iconaudrey000:
hei hvala za fav.
sviđa mi se galerija :D

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I'm only going to heaven if it tastes like caramel.
:icontelish:
Zahvaljujem! :*

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“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give one."

:brushteeth:
:icontuonno:
Hvala na favu! ;-) drago mi je da ti se svidja

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"Any man who is attached to things of this world is one who lives in ignorance and is being consumed by the snakes of his own passions - Black elk"
:iconlenny2412:
great pics :)

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visit my gallery :w00t: [link]
:icontelish:
Thank you. :heart:

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“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give one."

:brushteeth:
:icon6v4mp1r36:
A garden of roses for those who support my kind of art.

Thank you,
:blackrose:


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Only an artist knows what he meant to say with his work,
and sometimes you'll need to deal with it.
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:icontelish:
Šta, nepoznatima garden of roses a poznatima hug? :P

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“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give one."

:brushteeth:
:icon6v4mp1r36:
aaaaaaa
:hug: :hug: :hug:
dok ja prokuzima :D

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Only an artist knows what he meant to say with his work,
and sometimes you'll need to deal with it.
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